I guess it shouldn’t surprise me that I would have a complete stranger try to cheer me up, while you tell me about your fucking nonsense.
I don’t think those are things you’re supposed to tell someone you care about.
You always make me feel so useless and shitty and like a piece of dirt. I don’t have the heart or strength to tell you and confront you about it. I’ll just continue to smile and nod to whatever fucking bullshit you tell me.
But don’t worry, I’ll get my enjoyment from you feeling the same pain whenever you feel shitty or whatever. It’s passive-aggressive and I don’t care. It hurts too much to care.
Just a depressed guy who’s here for anyone x